I’m torn…
There’s not much going on here anymore…
Part of me wants to just let it go quietly…
Part of me wants to share the following…
The last time I posted a weigh-in was April 28, 2009. The weight was starting to creep back at that time. Before school started in September 2008, I was able to say I’d lost 130+ lbs, by April FIFTY POUNDS was back.
At that point I was complaining how school was kicking my ass (it was only the third term), I didn’t mention it in the post, but I was also going through the the ‘negotiation’ process of divorce, I was also beginning the process of tweaking my practicum to allow for a more clinical focus.
Since then…
- I graduated on June 13, 2010 with a Master’s Degree
- The divorce was final on June 17, 2009.
- I don’t remember when I ‘officially’ quit WeightWatchers… but I haven’t set foot on a scale in MANY months.
- Judging by the clothes I’m wearing… it isn’t pretty.
- Judging by the way I feel… it’s even uglier.
- I changed jobs in October 2009. The place I worked didn’t want to be tweaked.
I’ve been delaying it most of the summer, but I need to suck it up and walk back into the WeightWatchers meeting. I’m sure they’ll be nice, but I will be ashamed. I keep telling myself I will just go to a meeting in the town where I work. But arguing, if I go to my old meeting, I’ll be showing that I haven’t completely given up. The April 28th post says I weighed 387 lbs March 2006…
I think I may be beyond that.
I’m aiming toward going to my old meeting group Tuesday night…
I may not post the weight…
Maybe I will…
Is this thing on?
